Saturday, May 15, 2010

Chain of Memories

Memories are like an endless chain, a never-ending cycle that repeats itself through life. Though some maybe bitter, filled with utter discord, yet there are tiny sparks of light that illuminate the dark. These blissful moments that I adore.

My friend did a post on his reminisce with his girlfriend whom what I would call a bittersweet moment in life. Even though that moment is over, he is still finding his way around his own darkness, through his current life. I didn't find my light, it came to me.

I had a friend. She was my first serious crush, the first person who encouraged me to sing and dance, the first girl to tell me that looks isn't everything. The person who was always there for me when I hit rock-bottom. And most importantly, the only person who made me feel significant when the whole world was against me. The chains I forged with her were one of bittersweet moments, sometimes we might be in an argument but in the end we felt as if we need each other when prejudice fills our hearts. I broke down when she had a boyfriend and canceled me out. And she broke down when I left her alone after she broke up and it happened twice. In the end we realized, we still needed each other and there's nothing that could separate us.

Now we were back like how we used to be. I was her hero and she's my heroine. I was searching for redemption for the ignorance I gave her in the past, and I want to help her through her life again, that much I can promise. A few days back, I was on the phone with her and told her the honest truth of us needing each other. And that we should try to get together, so the whole affair could be easier. "Hmmm... I'll think about it." she said rather hesitantly. All I can do now is wait for a 3 syllable word that would be gently whispered out of her lips.

This post is for you, know that I'm always there for you.

ciao i miei amici, e il mio amore.
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Quote of the Day: "Beautiful girls, all over the world, I could be chasing em' but my time would be wasted, cuz they got nothin' on you, baby, nothin' on you, baby."

-Chorus of Nothin' On You by B.o.B featuring Bruno Mars

Thursday, May 13, 2010

Of a father's compassion and holding myself back.


Nier. The single oddly spelled name has made his way to one of my most respected characters ever made. His unyielding persona, and compassion for those around him is hard to come by in real life. His kindness of helping those in need and giving his all to save his daughter, Yonah from the dreaded Black Scrawl disease is reason enough to play the game. Great story, decent gameplay and superb voice-acting. My only complaint towards Nier is the repetitive side-quests mandatory to get cash from, that concludes my brief review of the game I'm currently playing.


Now, some of you may know I've been trying to go after a certain girl, but well, in the end, things didn't work out. And I've come to a realization, that meeting random girls isn't the way to go. So from this moment on, I won't go after any girls anymore. "Leave it to fate." said my good friend; Nathalie. And leaving it to fate I will. For those of you who are in a relationship, congratulations and keep it that way, you're lucky enough to love and to be loved back. Now as I look back, the only people I see are my friends and friends only.

Anyways, ciao miei cari lettori.

P.S. Stay true to yourself.
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Quote of the Day: "Fuck the ass and cover the face." -Arul's solution to having sex with an ugly chick.