Ok, now for the female view of it.
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Dear Diary,
After that day when I accidentally let it loose, I was beginning to doubt my control over it again... and Adam's curiosity was the cherry on top.... I'm really afraid.... for his own good, I avoided him in school after he got discharged from the hospital.
I don't need him to be involved in it. I really feel bad about it....gosh....I feel really awful, I think I'm gonna cry. Why am I avoiding an innocent guy, who's really sweet? My.....best friend......maybe it's more than that.
No, maybe it's the confusion in my head..... or the after-effects because I used it. Maybe.... I should just own up and tell him the truth, after all, he's the only one who understands me. He even called me 12 times...... oh god.... I feel so bad....
I think I'll undo the Messenger Camouflage thingy from my IM and text him.... maybe we should meet up at the pier. Well, guess I made my choice, I'm gonna tell him the truth! I'll text him, we should meet up tomorrow.
Ciel
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Chapter 3
Yeah it's back, the mini-series is back, I finally got motivated to continue writing it again for some reason....damn that Ritchie and his endeavors for that cheerleader...... anyways.... *ahem*
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CHAPTER III
A few weeks later, I finally got discharged from the hospital and I feel much better. Yet one thing still disturbs my mind........ Ciel. She acted strangely back at the day she visited me, and after that, she didn't come to visit for the following 2 weeks. I'm getting a really bad vibe about it.
After I got to school for the first time in weeks, my friends greeted me and called me "Ciel's hero". I think it's a joke, she's the one that saved me. They always have a few laughs from teasing me, so I let them do it since I can't be bothered to get annoyed. Then I saw her getting her things from her locker, I split away from my posse and tried to approach her, she noticed me, quickly closing her locker door and rushing into class. I was short of nothing but shocked at what she did. Luke tried to hold in his laughter but failed, Jay shrugged. I pouted at them for mocking me.
After the 1st bell rung, I went into class and saw her again. She lowered her head as if trying to act that she's studying, even though I can see through that, cliche.... slightly confused, I went to my seat and studies proceed as usual, and I didn't bother to listen to the lecture since I have better things to think about, Ciel for one. After the recess bell rung, everyone rushed out of the class, I was clearing my table and Ciel was arranging her books. "Ciel..." I called to her, "not now Adam, I'm busy." she said, not even looking at me. She left the classroom and so did I. In the canteen, I waited for her to come and sit beside me as we usually do., but this time....she didn't show up and I was accompanied by my friends instead. Things pretty much go as usual for the rest of the school day.
I went to the pier as usual to look at the sunset....awaiting for her arrival. But she didn't come..... I tried calling her, but she didn't pick up. So I went home, heart filled with despair.... I greeted my parents, and my mom said "dinner's in the oven, Adam~" with her ever cheerful tone and my dad gave me a simple "welcome back" as he was absorbed in watching a football game on TV. I threw my bag to a corner, took off my clothes and went into the shower. As the cold water hit my naked skin, I finally realized that life's not the same without her..... that-that..... I need her. I must have gone insane.... "ME? HAVING A CRUSH ON CIEL?! HAH!" I said to myself. But then again....maybe I do have a crush on her.
I turned the tap on the shower counter-clockwise, shutting off the dashing waters. I wiped myself dry and felt a brief feeling of refreshment, but the thought of Ciel quickly came back into my head, making me feel rather depressed. I put on my pajamas and went back down to fetch my dinner. I opened the oven, full of curiosity on what was for dinner. "Oh, Spaghetti eh, joy...." I said in sarcasm to my mom. "What's the matter, sweetie? Not in the mood for spaghetti?" my mom said, worrying about me. Then again, I'm not in the mood to eat anything right now. "Maybe his girlfriend dumped him~" Amy; my annoying sister interrupted while she was playing with her iPhone. "Shut up...." I coldly said to her, holding my anger in. "Wooo~ scary~" she said, to agitate me. Ignoring her, I proceeded back into my room carrying my plate of spaghetti, hearing my mom lecturing my sister on teasing me, I can't help but to grin. Serves her right.
I booted up my PC to surf the web for the latest gaming news and to chat with her. But as soon as I signed into the Messenger, she wasn't even online..... or was she blocking me? Or for some reason, applied my "Messenger Camouflage" hacking technique and permanently severed all ties between our IMs..... I don't know.... maybe I'm paranoid..... I spent the night playing my favorite video game as I finish my cold Spaghetti from the oven that my mom cooked, to let off some steam. When I noticed it was 12AM, I yawned, went down to the kitchen sink to wash the aftermath of tomato sauce and cheese on my plate and went back up to my room, attempting to sleep.
As if I could sleep during this time. For the record, I think I'm losing the only person that I love- I mean I'm losing my best friend. I can't sleep though this.... seriously.... "I want Ciel back in my life. But how do I do so?" I pondered to myself.....I'm starting to feel really lonely. Suddenly, my phone vibrated, I was surprised since I forgot to turn off my cellphone. I looked at the bright pixelated screen which almost blinded me in the dark, it was a text message from Ciel. I sprang up from bed with my eyes wide open. And it said "Adam.... meet me at the pier tomorrow after school." My heart was full of joy.
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CHAPTER III
A few weeks later, I finally got discharged from the hospital and I feel much better. Yet one thing still disturbs my mind........ Ciel. She acted strangely back at the day she visited me, and after that, she didn't come to visit for the following 2 weeks. I'm getting a really bad vibe about it.
After I got to school for the first time in weeks, my friends greeted me and called me "Ciel's hero". I think it's a joke, she's the one that saved me. They always have a few laughs from teasing me, so I let them do it since I can't be bothered to get annoyed. Then I saw her getting her things from her locker, I split away from my posse and tried to approach her, she noticed me, quickly closing her locker door and rushing into class. I was short of nothing but shocked at what she did. Luke tried to hold in his laughter but failed, Jay shrugged. I pouted at them for mocking me.
After the 1st bell rung, I went into class and saw her again. She lowered her head as if trying to act that she's studying, even though I can see through that, cliche.... slightly confused, I went to my seat and studies proceed as usual, and I didn't bother to listen to the lecture since I have better things to think about, Ciel for one. After the recess bell rung, everyone rushed out of the class, I was clearing my table and Ciel was arranging her books. "Ciel..." I called to her, "not now Adam, I'm busy." she said, not even looking at me. She left the classroom and so did I. In the canteen, I waited for her to come and sit beside me as we usually do., but this time....she didn't show up and I was accompanied by my friends instead. Things pretty much go as usual for the rest of the school day.
I went to the pier as usual to look at the sunset....awaiting for her arrival. But she didn't come..... I tried calling her, but she didn't pick up. So I went home, heart filled with despair.... I greeted my parents, and my mom said "dinner's in the oven, Adam~" with her ever cheerful tone and my dad gave me a simple "welcome back" as he was absorbed in watching a football game on TV. I threw my bag to a corner, took off my clothes and went into the shower. As the cold water hit my naked skin, I finally realized that life's not the same without her..... that-that..... I need her. I must have gone insane.... "ME? HAVING A CRUSH ON CIEL?! HAH!" I said to myself. But then again....maybe I do have a crush on her.
I turned the tap on the shower counter-clockwise, shutting off the dashing waters. I wiped myself dry and felt a brief feeling of refreshment, but the thought of Ciel quickly came back into my head, making me feel rather depressed. I put on my pajamas and went back down to fetch my dinner. I opened the oven, full of curiosity on what was for dinner. "Oh, Spaghetti eh, joy...." I said in sarcasm to my mom. "What's the matter, sweetie? Not in the mood for spaghetti?" my mom said, worrying about me. Then again, I'm not in the mood to eat anything right now. "Maybe his girlfriend dumped him~" Amy; my annoying sister interrupted while she was playing with her iPhone. "Shut up...." I coldly said to her, holding my anger in. "Wooo~ scary~" she said, to agitate me. Ignoring her, I proceeded back into my room carrying my plate of spaghetti, hearing my mom lecturing my sister on teasing me, I can't help but to grin. Serves her right.
I booted up my PC to surf the web for the latest gaming news and to chat with her. But as soon as I signed into the Messenger, she wasn't even online..... or was she blocking me? Or for some reason, applied my "Messenger Camouflage" hacking technique and permanently severed all ties between our IMs..... I don't know.... maybe I'm paranoid..... I spent the night playing my favorite video game as I finish my cold Spaghetti from the oven that my mom cooked, to let off some steam. When I noticed it was 12AM, I yawned, went down to the kitchen sink to wash the aftermath of tomato sauce and cheese on my plate and went back up to my room, attempting to sleep.
As if I could sleep during this time. For the record, I think I'm losing the only person that I love- I mean I'm losing my best friend. I can't sleep though this.... seriously.... "I want Ciel back in my life. But how do I do so?" I pondered to myself.....I'm starting to feel really lonely. Suddenly, my phone vibrated, I was surprised since I forgot to turn off my cellphone. I looked at the bright pixelated screen which almost blinded me in the dark, it was a text message from Ciel. I sprang up from bed with my eyes wide open. And it said "Adam.... meet me at the pier tomorrow after school." My heart was full of joy.
I didn't expect what comes next...
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Blisters, aches, thanksgiving and a movie.
Now, you might be wondering, why am I blogging this late at night. Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeell, I had a heck of a day today since I suck at planning.
So I was dragged to ice-skating, which lasted approx. 2 hours, with Yen Yi and her brother, since I had no one to talk to, I called Ritchie to come and save me, that nooblet's a savior I tell ya. He didn't know how to skate so I had to teach him, but I fell more times then him. So I just unintentionally pushed him down to the melted ice which resulted my left side to be completely wet and his back all watery. Also, since we were both wearing short socks, we've got blisters on the back of our feet now, we also have body aches, especially our feet.....damn those skates..... that's all for damage report.
Then (which was 3PM by then) We (Me, Ritche and my parents) went to Mid Valley, my parents had their luch while me and him go do some games n' book hunting, so yeah, I found the games I wanted and we bought 2 books, I got myself Maximum Ride: Max's primary Brithish print (FINALLY IT'S HERE!!), and we shared money to get the mini (and cheaper) edition of Star Wars: The Force Unleashed novel.
The novels:
And after all that shabang was over, it's 5PM, Ritchie came over to play Resident Evil 5 as usual, though this time I didn't join the fight since I was tired and slept. I don't wanna hinder him 'cuz my accuracy will drastically decreased if my stamina's low. So he woke me up at 6:30PM, which was when we're supposed to go fro some Thanksgiving Dinner Roland's Christian community is hosting.
So we went there just in time for dinner (Ritchie invited his friend; Susanna, and she invited 2 of her friends), and ate some awesome food and let the whole thing start. Now.... the whole thing....was in Cantonese... I. DON'T. UNDERSTAND. CANTONESE. So Ritchie suggested that we should apologize to Ronald and get the heck out to catch a movie at the Jusco opposite the building we were in. So Susanna's friends left for home, and there was 3, I got a little more well-acquainted with the girl, I only know how she looks, she's from Maxwell as well, she's from Upper Form 6, but I didn't expect her to be a cool person.
Desperate, we bought tickets to the only show we were interested, which was Gamer. The show was at 10PM, so we just waited till showtime comes at the meantime we were having conversation after conversation. So time passed, had our laughs and fun and right before you know it, the movie starts.
what can I say? it's just....an epic movie. It stars Gerald Butler, if you don't know him, he played as King Leonidas in 300 (the guy who yelled THIS. IS. SPARTA!!).It's one of those movies which makes you ponder to yourself. This one (especially if you play A LOT of online games) will make you think.....what if your character in-game, was living in an alternate universe, having his/her own family, what if everything you kill in it has a life of it's own, has emotions. There is certainly nothing virtual about the reality in the movie. It's about this power-hungry game designer, he makes games that involve real humans. He replaces their brain cells with some nano-machines that allow other players to control them through their computers, only to find out this was all just a part of the bigger picture.
After the movie, we accompanied Susanna back home, since she was uhhh... "scared". And me and Ritchie made our way home. What can I say? it was one heck of a day. Well, you've been filled in.
So I was dragged to ice-skating, which lasted approx. 2 hours, with Yen Yi and her brother, since I had no one to talk to, I called Ritchie to come and save me, that nooblet's a savior I tell ya. He didn't know how to skate so I had to teach him, but I fell more times then him. So I just unintentionally pushed him down to the melted ice which resulted my left side to be completely wet and his back all watery. Also, since we were both wearing short socks, we've got blisters on the back of our feet now, we also have body aches, especially our feet.....damn those skates..... that's all for damage report.
Then (which was 3PM by then) We (Me, Ritche and my parents) went to Mid Valley, my parents had their luch while me and him go do some games n' book hunting, so yeah, I found the games I wanted and we bought 2 books, I got myself Maximum Ride: Max's primary Brithish print (FINALLY IT'S HERE!!), and we shared money to get the mini (and cheaper) edition of Star Wars: The Force Unleashed novel.
The novels:
And after all that shabang was over, it's 5PM, Ritchie came over to play Resident Evil 5 as usual, though this time I didn't join the fight since I was tired and slept. I don't wanna hinder him 'cuz my accuracy will drastically decreased if my stamina's low. So he woke me up at 6:30PM, which was when we're supposed to go fro some Thanksgiving Dinner Roland's Christian community is hosting.
So we went there just in time for dinner (Ritchie invited his friend; Susanna, and she invited 2 of her friends), and ate some awesome food and let the whole thing start. Now.... the whole thing....was in Cantonese... I. DON'T. UNDERSTAND. CANTONESE. So Ritchie suggested that we should apologize to Ronald and get the heck out to catch a movie at the Jusco opposite the building we were in. So Susanna's friends left for home, and there was 3, I got a little more well-acquainted with the girl, I only know how she looks, she's from Maxwell as well, she's from Upper Form 6, but I didn't expect her to be a cool person.
Desperate, we bought tickets to the only show we were interested, which was Gamer. The show was at 10PM, so we just waited till showtime comes at the meantime we were having conversation after conversation. So time passed, had our laughs and fun and right before you know it, the movie starts.
what can I say? it's just....an epic movie. It stars Gerald Butler, if you don't know him, he played as King Leonidas in 300 (the guy who yelled THIS. IS. SPARTA!!).It's one of those movies which makes you ponder to yourself. This one (especially if you play A LOT of online games) will make you think.....what if your character in-game, was living in an alternate universe, having his/her own family, what if everything you kill in it has a life of it's own, has emotions. There is certainly nothing virtual about the reality in the movie. It's about this power-hungry game designer, he makes games that involve real humans. He replaces their brain cells with some nano-machines that allow other players to control them through their computers, only to find out this was all just a part of the bigger picture.After the movie, we accompanied Susanna back home, since she was uhhh... "scared". And me and Ritchie made our way home. What can I say? it was one heck of a day. Well, you've been filled in.
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