Ciel's Diary 2

Ok, now for the female view of it.

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Dear Diary,

After that day when I accidentally let it loose, I was beginning to doubt my control over it again... and Adam's curiosity was the cherry on top.... I'm really afraid.... for his own good, I avoided him in school after he got discharged from the hospital.

I don't need him to be involved in it. I really feel bad about it....gosh....I feel really awful, I think I'm gonna cry. Why am I avoiding an innocent guy, who's really sweet? My.....best friend......maybe it's more than that.

No, maybe it's the confusion in my head..... or the after-effects because I used it. Maybe.... I should just own up and tell him the truth, after all, he's the only one who understands me. He even called me 12 times...... oh god.... I feel so bad....

I think I'll undo the Messenger Camouflage thingy from my IM and text him.... maybe we should meet up at the pier. Well, guess I made my choice, I'm gonna tell him the truth! I'll text him, we should meet up tomorrow.

Ciel

Chapter 3

Yeah it's back, the mini-series is back, I finally got motivated to continue writing it again for some reason....damn that Ritchie and his endeavors for that cheerleader...... anyways.... *ahem*
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CHAPTER III

A few weeks later, I finally got discharged from the hospital and I feel much better. Yet one thing still disturbs my mind........ Ciel. She acted strangely back at the day she visited me, and after that, she didn't come to visit for the following 2 weeks. I'm getting a really bad vibe about it.

After I got to school for the first time in weeks, my friends greeted me and called me "Ciel's hero". I think it's a joke, she's the one that saved me. They always have a few laughs from teasing me, so I let them do it since I can't be bothered to get annoyed. Then I saw her getting her things from her locker, I split away from my posse and tried to approach her, she noticed me, quickly closing her locker door and rushing into class. I was short of nothing but shocked at what she did. Luke tried to hold in his laughter but failed, Jay shrugged. I pouted at them for mocking me.

After the 1st bell rung, I went into class and saw her again. She lowered her head as if trying to act that she's studying, even though I can see through that, cliche.... slightly confused, I went to my seat and studies proceed as usual, and I didn't bother to listen to the lecture since I have better things to think about, Ciel for one. After the recess bell rung, everyone rushed out of the class, I was clearing my table and Ciel was arranging her books. "Ciel..." I called to her, "not now Adam, I'm busy." she said, not even looking at me. She left the classroom and so did I. In the canteen, I waited for her to come and sit beside me as we usually do., but this time....she didn't show up and I was accompanied by my friends instead. Things pretty much go as usual for the rest of the school day.

I went to the pier as usual to look at the sunset....awaiting for her arrival. But she didn't come..... I tried calling her, but she didn't pick up. So I went home, heart filled with despair.... I greeted my parents, and my mom said "dinner's in the oven, Adam~" with her ever cheerful tone and my dad gave me a simple "welcome back" as he was absorbed in watching a football game on TV. I threw my bag to a corner, took off my clothes and went into the shower. As the cold water hit my naked skin, I finally realized that life's not the same without her..... that-that..... I need her. I must have gone insane.... "ME? HAVING A CRUSH ON CIEL?! HAH!" I said to myself. But then again....maybe I do have a crush on her.

I turned the tap on the shower counter-clockwise, shutting off the dashing waters. I wiped myself dry and felt a brief feeling of refreshment, but the thought of Ciel quickly came back into my head, making me feel rather depressed. I put on my pajamas and went back down to fetch my dinner. I opened the oven, full of curiosity on what was for dinner. "Oh, Spaghetti eh, joy...." I said in sarcasm to my mom. "What's the matter, sweetie? Not in the mood for spaghetti?" my mom said, worrying about me. Then again, I'm not in the mood to eat anything right now. "Maybe his girlfriend dumped him~" Amy; my annoying sister interrupted while she was playing with her iPhone. "Shut up...." I coldly said to her, holding my anger in. "Wooo~ scary~" she said, to agitate me. Ignoring her, I proceeded back into my room carrying my plate of spaghetti, hearing my mom lecturing my sister on teasing me, I can't help but to grin. Serves her right.

I booted up my PC to surf the web for the latest gaming news and to chat with her. But as soon as I signed into the Messenger, she wasn't even online..... or was she blocking me? Or for some reason, applied my "Messenger Camouflage" hacking technique and permanently severed all ties between our IMs..... I don't know.... maybe I'm paranoid..... I spent the night playing my favorite video game as I finish my cold Spaghetti from the oven that my mom cooked, to let off some steam. When I noticed it was 12AM, I yawned, went down to the kitchen sink to wash the aftermath of tomato sauce and cheese on my plate and went back up to my room, attempting to sleep.

As if I could sleep during this time. For the record, I think I'm losing the only person that I love- I mean I'm losing my best friend. I can't sleep though this.... seriously.... "I want Ciel back in my life. But how do I do so?" I pondered to myself.....I'm starting to feel really lonely. Suddenly, my phone vibrated, I was surprised since I forgot to turn off my cellphone. I looked at the bright pixelated screen which almost blinded me in the dark, it was a text message from Ciel. I sprang up from bed with my eyes wide open. And it said "Adam.... meet me at the pier tomorrow after school." My heart was full of joy.

I didn't expect what comes next...

Chaper 2

Sorry I haven't been posting, Im quite busy right now, but Im gonna continue the story anyways^^

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CHAPTER II

Days have passed since when me and Ciel met...

We got to know each other a little better, we hung out alot now. We're the best of friends, I can say. Because of my anti-social additude, 4 years of my high school life I've spent alone, isolated from the almost rest of the school. But now, I finally understand how important friends are, Ciel showed me that, and I appreciate her for it.

But....that's not until that one evening.....

31st of March, I had some club activities I had to attend to which was an exhaustingly 3 hours long of non-stop, in-your-face Basketball practice... since we are having a state championship next week, I was the point-guard, which makes me more crucial in our team's defense. I dragged my tired body to the pier, my meeting point with Ciel as usual since she goes home earlier and just sits there waiting for me to come and talk to her. I find it strange why Ciel doesn't involve herself in adrenaline-pumping activities in school....come to think of it, she doesn't join ANY club whatsoever...

As I reached the pier I saw the silhouette of Ciel....but something wasn't right...... 3 taller figures were surrounding her, all male.... I knew something fishy was going on, so I used the remains of my energy to sprint to her aid, carrying my heavy strap-on bag,I tried to run faster, but the basketball practice took a lot out of me, but I reached her and let me tell you, I couldn't stand the looks on their faces full of lust and mischief, so I shouted "Let go! You bastards!". Ciel looked at me, eyes full of tears... I hated when she cried, I don't want her to cry. She ran up to me, but one of the punks pinned her down and the biggest one said to me "What the Hell are you gonna do then?", she was shouting and screaming helplessly, I ignored the punk and ran up to Ciel, but suddenly I felt this strong pressure agaisnt my stomach, evolving to a painful sensation which made me fall to my knees, I stared coughing and gasping for air. "Damnit!" I thought to myself as I think how pathetic I was.

I saw the punks going up to her with mischievous looks on their faces, 2 of them grabbed her limbs and one of them took out a knife, I knew what they were going to do......I don't want Ciel to go through it, "If you do anything to her, I swear to God! I KILL KILL YOU SCUMBAGS!!" I shouted as I couldn't hold my rage. I know what I did was stupid, but it's worth the shot of stalling them so that I could recover from the blow. The punks walked up to me, I know... I was to be a small sacrifice to Ciel. "RUN CIEL!" I shouted to her. But....is it just me, or was she trying to suppress something within her...? She didn't run, but just stood there with a pained expression on her face.

Kick after kick I resisted from the dirty soles of 3 pairs of black leather shoes, I was about to lose consciousness and I thought I was hallucinating, but I think I saw a sky blue aura rising from Ciel's body, her eyes turned from brown to blue and she raised her right hand and I THINK I saw the 3 punks or what should I now call STOOGES to Ciel's might float in the air...... freaking out then the unthinkable happened with a loud "crack" sound, their necks snapped and they just fell to the ground hard....lying dead... My vision blurred as I lose consciousness, the last thing I saw was Ciel's face in shock, then, I just lost all senses and fainted from the painful beating I've received.

I woke up, thinking all of it was a dream, but as I tried to get up from bed, my whole body was aching.... it all happened I think, minus the "Ciel killing" part of course, I just can't believe how could someone who's sweet like her find the heart to kill people... Then I was finally aware of my surroundings... I was in Trulywaath Hospital downtown. I saw bouquets of flowers with little "Get well soon" tags attached to them, most of them are from Ciel's friends and 2 of them were from my friends; Luke and Jay. I chuckled a bit since they actually visited their "Cold-Hearted" friend. Then....beside me was Ciel, fast asleep. Probably waited the whole night for me.... I felt a little guilty for that.

Then I heard talking in the hallways, then a group of people came rushing in through the doors, it was my family and my 2 loyal friends. "Dude, you okay?" Jay the calm and collective friend of mine said, I nodded, even though I felt excruciating pain in every inch of my body. Luke, the always concern one but who's also a bad joker asked "Adam, you got us all worried, what did you do, piss of some guy for his girlfriend?" I rolled my eyes and ignored him. Then Amy, my big sister who can never be parted from her iPhone said "Hey Adam~ I know your butt got kicked real bad.... but get well soon, 'kay?" and as usual she proceeds to listen to her music, God, she's addicted... Then my loving mom said "Honey, what did you do....? Was it all for that girl.....Ciel was it?" I ignored the fact that it's true and just looked at Ciel, who was waking up, My supportive dad just said "Alright son, looks like you're gonna score her! Way to go!" My mom elbowed him and he let a loud "Ouch" the rest were chuckling and feeling slightly annoyed I said "NOT funny dad.....". Ciel woke up and everyone looked at her, she was confused and said "errr.....hi, everyone?". Then all of them started asking about whether Ciel was my girlfriend or not, of course we weren't a couple, so she just smiled and said "No...Im just his friend".

Then my parents remembered that visiting hours were over and left, dragging my curious friends and my sister out of the room "OK, OK, visiting hours are over". Finally, I have some privacy with Ciel. And I went to the point and asked "Ciel......what did you do to them just now? Did you snap their necks with your will?" She frowned and shed a tear. She left the room in a hurry, I couldn't stop her, since even softly talking to her just now made my whole body ache. So I just lay back down on the bed and slapped my face. "Way to go....'Champ' " I thought to myself.

I knew from then on...... something unworldly is happening right before my eyes....

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Ok, I'll leave it at this for now^^ Im gonna take a good night's rest~

About the story Im writing in my blog...

No, Im not drunk or anything, the story was just a random idea I came up with when I was bored....to fill up my blog and for you guys to read. And NO, Im NOT bragging about my writing skills, seriously, you can't compare my random crap with authors like J.K. Rowling( Harry Potter), Stephenie Meyer(Twilight), James Patterson(Maximum Ride) and so on....

And I forgot to mention this....about the character names Adam and Ciel.... I didn't pick those names at random. Actually Ciel's name was supposed to be Eva too, but someone hated it....and I don't want people to hate my work, so I changed it to Ciel.

Oh, and Adam means "earth" in Hebrew while Ciel means "sky" or "from the heavens" in French.... JUST for your information.

And the story is basically a love story... I won't reveal much, but as soon as a good, solid idea comes into my head at random, I'll write more. You guys are free to give me suggestions too^^ So please do support my story. And, there's still no title for it too, so whoever can suggest a cool title for it will be given full credit!^^

Ciel's Diary

Ok..... now for something totally different....

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Dear Diary....

Today was Valentine's Day... but alas, HE left me right? It's all because of "it".... I hate it so much...why must I have it!? All my friends are avoiding me because they think Im a freakshow because of it. This world is just so cruel sometimes....

So I was dateless.... but... finally, after 3 years.... I finally met someone that I can talk to today! He was definately the sweetest guy I've ever met... This guy was sitting on a unused wooden box eating chocolate all by himself. So I walked up to him in effort of making a new friend... and we just started talking to each other. Ate some chocolate together with him, and boy those chocolate taste good, must be expensive! Then suddenly we just looked at each other.... I dunno what came over me, but yeah.

Then something happened again... we accidentally touched hands, I dunno what's he thinking..... but I don't want this to go too far ahead yet... we're JUST FRIENDS. So we finished the chocolate and watched the ever so beautiful sunset together, YES.... he loves the sunset just like I do. I used to watch it together with HIM.... until THAT day of course. He walked me back home, while carrying all of my stuff too! He's just so sweet.... and because of that, I just can't hold back... I kissed him on the cheek as a sign of graditude.... JUST a sign of thanks, ok? It must be my soft spot for sweet guys at work again... ugh.

OH! and his name is Adam... He also goes to Ozy High, AND he's also in 4-J.... how come I never noticed him? maybe he's a loner.....

Well, apparentlly.... Adam appears to know of me crying my sorry self off everyday at the pier, he even asked me about it! But I just told him a lie....for both of our sakes. I don't want him going all personal on me... not NOW at least. And I hope he didn't see me shed a tear at that time.... God... please, I seriously don't want him to have anything to do with my life!

I REALLY hope he doesn't findout about the truth....MY truth.... but I want to be friends with him, somehow, Im just mutually interested in him...

Am I falling for him....? No....of course not! Get a hold of yourself, Ciel!

Well, this is it for now....

Ciel
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I thought that doing the story like this will add a little more of that "enigmatic" aura to it you know.....so yeah, well, I'll leave it at this for now.

Chapter 1

Maybe I'll continue up on my mini series.....
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CHAPTER I

That fateful day, 14th of February... Valentine's Day. After a long day of school, I was exhausted, dragging my tired body to the same sidewalks along the pier to watch the sunset as usual. Carrying my strap-on bag on my left shoulder and holding an expensive looking box of chocolate some mysterious person left in my locker at school.

I finally reached the always farmiliar row of boxes. As usual, I sat on them, threw my bag to one side and laid the box of chocolate on the durable wooden box. I relaxed my mind, losing my thoughts to the ever so beautiful twilight's horizon, along with it the graceless unison of the seagulls' chirp. I opened the box of chocolate since my stomach was growling, because I didn't bother to wait for the long line at my school's canteen to buy food, so I skipped my lunch. In the box, I saw loads of chocolates ranging from the ordinary bars to complex shaped ones, some darker, some lighter in color. Regardless, they all looked good to me because of the uncontrollable hunger I have at the time.

I popped in a round-shaped bite-sized chocolate into my mouth, quickly biting into it. The aroma was just heavenly, the chocolate was sweet and in fact, it's the best chocolate I've eaten in my whole life. A few minutes later, she came by. Usually she'll be the one to sit at the pier's edge first, crying. But she noticed me as I noticed her, I quickly ducked my head down and continue eating the godly chocolate hoping that she doesn't approach me... until she tapped my shoulder.

"Oh crap!" I thought... I just looked up and finally saw the girl's face. And I gotta say, she's a beautiful girl... long and well kept brunette hair, brown shimmering eyes and fair skinned. She adjusted her bag and threw the most stunning smile I've ever seen, I could hardly resist from blushing. "Hey....mind if I sit with you?" She asked with her sweet voice. I was speechless and just nodded my head. She giggled and put her things on one of the boxes as well and seated herself closely to me....really close.

My heart was beating fast, maybe it's because Im anti-social, or not used to be around girls. She looked at me and said "Hey, c'mon...look sharp." I regained my myself and threw a fake smile at her, then I did what I think was right, I offered her some of my chocolate, since I thought that chocolate is a girl's best friend. "W-want some?" I said, trying not to show how nervous I am. "Oh! why thanks, Im SO hungry...skipped lunch cuz of the canteen line" she smirked and took a chocolate from the heart-shaped box in my hand, "Im suprised we have the same thought on that long line at school" I said. She laughed and nodded her head and asked me "So, you like looking at the sunset?". "Yeah.... it's...... captivating...." I said with a soft tone. She giggled. We ate the chocolate together, and as soon as that, we started a conversation. "I see you sitting on the pier's edge." I asked as I try to know abou the the truth behind this.....beautiful girl's tears.

She suddenly frowned and said "Haha, yeah, I love sunsets...". I can see her holding back her tears but failed, one tear drop was shed from her eyes, she quickly wiped it off her face and made it look like she had a itch on her face. Then we looked eye-to-eye, I saw a smudge of chocolate on her face and wiped it for her. We looked away....I was blushing and was thinking on why the hell did I just do, she was blushing too. I reached for the chocolate box, and accidentally touched her hand, then quickly moved it. I saw that we finished the chocolate.

We looked at each other and laugh at how fast we finished the chocolate. "Hey...I'll walk you home" I said with my least confidence. She smiled and said "Okay". She took her bag and books which looked heavy. "Mind if I carry those?" I asked so that I can help the sweet girl which name I didn't know yet. She hesitated, but I just took her bag and books and carried them with ease. I threw a smile at her and she said "thanks....how sweet of you."

"So judging from the uniform, you're studying at Ozymandias High School too...right? which class?" I asked as we were about to reach her house, "Yeah I do, Im in 4-J" She said. I was shocked that I never noticed her since she was in the same class as I do. Again I blame this on my Anti-social habits. "Wow, me too! I never noticed you though...." I said. Then she told me that she was sitting in right-most corner the front row, I was sitting in left-most corner of the back row. "Well, we know now huh?" She said then giggled. "yeah" I replied.

We finally reached her house, she pushed the rusty fence to open us a way, I followed her into the house's yard, the house was dark...no one's at home. She then unlocked the front door, shrugged and said "Well, this is my stop." I smiled and gave her belongings back. " By the way, what's your name?" I asked. "huh? Oh yea! we forgot to introduce ourselves....my name's Ciel." "It's a pretty name" I said, "Im Adam, nice to meet you" We shook hands and exchanged moblie numbers and IMs.

She suddenly kissed cheek smiled and said "see ya!" then she closed the door. I was dumbfound for a moment there, but shook my head and walked back, closing her house's rusty and screechy fence and walked back home briskly. Could....could there be a possibilty that Im falling for Ciel....?

This....is just how it began....

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Well, Im fresh out, so I'll leave it at this for now...see ya, guys!

Prologue....

So guys, since I have nothing to write about, why don't I make a mini-series? Like in episodes? Hmm...how do I start this......
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How long has it been since I have started sitting there.... on the pier's row of unused boxes as I gaze myself to the ever so infinite twilight sky.... and that girl, sitting there everyday. Eyes full of tears, hugging her knees with her head down, crying, sobbing, and gasping for air, sitting on the pier's decaying edge. The sight of her makes my heart weep, I try to talk to her, but each time I try to approach her, I just froze there, like my body was tied up in place. I would usually walk back home from school and pass through this pier just to see the view of the blazing evening sky... and that girl.

2 years.... 2 long years I've been doing this, I seem to find this mutual attraction towards her, I want to know more about her, help her through her life, be friends with her. All I do is stare at her. Look at me, my pathetic self which can't even talk to another human being. Was I having a crush on her? of course not! That's bullshit, I haven't even met her. Not until that fateful day, where my crazy roller coaster ride began, with that girl by my side.

This is my story

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Okie dokie, thsi is where Im gonna leave it at...until I think of more stuff anyways..... till next time. XP

P.S. Please, do comment on my writing, since I wanna improve....